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wag na kasing kumampi para sa iba

2005-10-16T23:01:00.000-10:00

May mga tao na pwede mo lamang tingnan mula sa malayo mong kinalulugaran dahil siguro masyado silang mataas at 'di maabot-abot ng tulad mo, mga taong 'di mo inaasahang kahit kailan ay malalapit sa inyo. Pero kung mangyari nga na makilala mo sila, dalawa ang nakikita kong posibleng mangyari: una, mananatili yung mataas mong pagtingin, o, pwede ring mawala yung respeto mo na parang bula o kandilang hinipan ng batang may birthday pagkatapos ng matagal na Getting to Know You. Hindi ko masasabing kadalasang nangyayari yung huling nasabi, nagkataon lang sigurong yun ang nangyari sa akin. Ewan ko, hindi ko sigurado.

Sa umpisa, akala ko shet siya na ata ang pinaka matinong taong nakilala naming nangligaw sa kanya ever. Ang tagal tagal kong naging malakas sa akalang iyon dahil wala akong nakitang kahit anong masamang ugali sa kanya. Sa tagal kong naniniwalang siya na nga yung pinakamabait ever, mali din pala ako kasi wala nga palang ganon. Wala nga palang ganon.

Ngayong tapos na lahat, wala na akong magagawa para magbago pa. Kasali rin ako sa may kasalanan ng lahat-- naging parang endorser pa ako dahil sa pagkabulag ko sa inakala kong kabaitan niya. Ipagdadasal ko nalang na 1.) umayos, o 2.) matapos. Tatahimik muna ako dahil ayaw ko ring magkagulo pa. Bago ako magsalita, maghihintay ako ng tanong. At saka sa susunod, 'di ko aalisin sa isip kong wala talagang ganon, kasi wala.

with you too

2005-09-22T17:59:00.000-10:00

It's not very comforting that each time I sit here and sign in, I feel like signing out and leaving. This used to be something I could do all day (my screaming at my brother who wants to print out his homework is enough proof) But now, I just can't seem to stay here and I just can't bear to see his statuses, which for some (or no) reason, always make me feel condemned. But nevermind. Think 'He's stupid.' Think 'He's a waste of time.' Think 'He's a waste of money.' Yes he is. That asshole.

I just wanna keep track: It's been six days and I haven't opened any of the last 13 messages. I'm opening them tomorrow, same time. If I find myself opening them before time, then maybe it means I still like the bastard.

Two quizzes tomorrow. Three out of my four kabarkadas might not be going to school--- leaving just two of us. Plans for tomorrow possibly ruined. Spare me. I can't wait 'til the week's over. Why did school have to be five days a week and 'break' just two? Just a few hours over 24 and I'll be seeing what's in them.

With you too.

bitch

2005-09-17T10:02:00.000-10:00

sinong tutulong sayo

ngayon?

sige na nga

2005-09-07T22:28:00.000-10:00

Wala akong maisip na paraan kung paano ko mailalagay sa salita yung mga nangyari nung ilang nakaraang araw. Ganito nalang, litrato kapag hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko.

Nagsimula yung exams namin nung August 30, natapos nung September 1. Wala kaming pasok nung September 2 kasi Achievement Holiday raw. Lumabas lang kami nung gabi kasi nanood kami nung Mojofly thing. (haha next time nalang yung pictures, nasa kabilang computer eh.)

Umuwi lang kami ng sandali pagkatapos nung thing, nagpack, natulog ng mga isang oras, at tapos nun ay umalis na para mag Baguio.

Wala naman kaming ginawa nung unang araw namin doon. Nanood lang kami ng Sugarfree nung gabi tapos natulog na pagkatapos haha.

Maaga-aga kami nagising nung susunod na umaga pero hindi rin kami lumabas agad. Nag-ukay lang kami ng ate ko nung hapon, nagsimba pagkatapos, at naghapunan na. Pagkatapos nun, nagikot lang kami sandali tapos bumalik na sa kwarto para... matulog. Yehey.

Absent ako nung Monday kasi duh haha nasa Baguio pa kami nun. Nung Monday lang talaga kami lumabas ng maaga: nag Good Shepherd kami para bumili ng ube at kung ano ano pa, tapos pumunta kami dun sa gallery ni Kidlat Tahimik (na super cool sobra kahit inaayos pa) tapos nag McDo para mag (late) lunch dahil yun lang ang kinakain ng kapatid ko.

Pagkatapos nun... bumalik na kami para mag check out. Ang saya kasi dalawa yung superduper cool na nakita namin bago maka-alis. Una, pag tingin namin sa labas ng bintana ay may bahaghari-- ang ganda kasi kita na yung arko niya, para bang alam mo kung nasaan yung kabila. Yung pangalawa naman (bago sumakay sa kotse) nakita namin si Piolo hahahahaha. Tapos umalis na kami. Babay, Baguio.

Sobrang hilo ako mula zigzag hanggang La Union. Hindi rin ako nakatulog kasi pinagkape ako (para daw mawala yung sakit ng ulo) at parang ang tagal nung 'paglalakbay'. Halos anim na oras din ang pauwi galing Baguio, wala pa doon yung stop-overs. Inumaga kami, at kahit inumaga na nga ay hindi pa din ako makatulog pag-uwi. Mga 3:30 na siguro nung nakatulog ako. Sabi ko maghahalf day ako pero hindi na din ako pumasok kasi dalawa nalang yung subjects namin sa hapon tuwing Tuesday. O siguro tamad lang talaga ako.

Ang saya nung paglagi namin kasi yun na yung oras ko para tanggalin yung isip ko sa lahat ng nakabibinat na kaisipan. Magkikita muli tayo, Baguio. :D

ah tapos bago nga pala layout ko. hindi ako nagpapaka-emo or whatever. sobrang wala lang akong magawa nung absent ako.

yipee

2005-08-29T00:58:00.000-10:00

Umaumaga, sinisilip ko yung Sun kong phone para tingnan kung may text (parang dati) Dalawang magkasunod na umaga, meron. Akala ko siya pero Sun pala. Wow. 'Di ko nga alam kung bakit naka-on pa yun, eh alam ko namang 'di na kami mag-uusap. Siya lang naman may alam ng number ko (bukod sayo Aie) Weird ako forever.

Ito nanaman yung walang kwentang studyanteng mag-eexam week. Pero 'di bale, GOLD na sila... it's only right. Hahaha. Sorry kung may mga buhok at ulo. Yan na yung pinaka kaya ng Photoshopping ko eh.

May kandila kasi sa mesa namin. Medyo malayo
kami sa band tapos pangit yung mga kuha ko kasi madilim so
ito nalang kinuhanan ko.

G kasi kasama ko si Giselle.

B kasi B ang name ko haha

P kasi Paola (tumatawag pa talaga mom ko, 'di ko mabitawan
yung camera haha)

Anyway... walang pasok bukas (or... ngayon) kasi NATIONAL HEROES DAY raw. Ibig sabihin nun nadagdagan oras ko para mag-aral.

9:24 PM

2005-08-22T21:24:00.000-10:00

Sana wag ako ang tanungin niyo ng "Ano kelangan sa chem?" kasi ako nga yung absent diba?
Paano naman kami nagkatumbas ng Francium?
Matagal kaya makapunta doon? Saan dumadaan?
Bakit kailangan pa nila pag-usuapan kung magkakaroon kami ng sembreak?
Kailangan ko ba talaga pumasok bukas?

w+

2005-08-21T17:32:00.000-10:00

Nakakalungkot isiping kakakita mo mo lang sa kanyang nakatayo kasama ng mga tao, tumatawa't nagkekwento tapos sa susunod na araw malalaman mong may nangyari sa kanya ilang oras tapos mo siyang nakitang nakatayo kasama ng mga tao na tumatawa't nagkekwento. Nakakalungkot isipin na isang araw pagkatapos mong malamang may nangyari sa kanya ay mawawala na siya. Nakakalugkot isipin na kahit hindi ko siya kilala talaga ay parang napapaluha ako pag iniisip ko yun.

Nakakalungkot na hindi mo na maririnig ang musika niya

pu*anginangdrama!!

2005-08-15T20:59:00.000-10:00

Wala pa 'atang Lunes kung kailan ako hindi sumimangot sa paggising sa akin ng alas sais ng umaga, na parang konting inis na lang ay masisipa ko na sa mukha yung nanggigising sa akin. Ibang storya naman kanina.

Nagising ako ng 5:20 (kahit 5:00 ang alarm ko) at tumuloy sa computer para ma-iprint yung minadali (pero pinaghirapan) kong project sa T.H.E. Iritang-irita ako nang malaman kong sira pa rin yung printer, tulad ng sira nito kahapon. Paulit-ulit kong sinubukang i-print, pero kailan nga ba naman ako hindi minalas? Mabigat akong tumayo mula sa upuan, pumuntang banyo at naghugas ng mukha para mahugasan rin yung tensyon dahil sa printer na hindi maasa-asahan. Dali-dalian kong dinampot lahat ng iba kong gamit at isinaksak sa bag pagkarinig ko sa school bus. Marami akong dala, at dahil sa bigat ng madaming gamit na iyon, naramdaman ko ng totoo yung bigat dahil sa... printer. Nakakunot akong umalis ng bahay, at nakakunot akong umupo sa sasakyan papuntang school, nakakunot, nakakunot ang noo ng higit isang oras. Bakit ganun? Umaga pa lang, gusto ko nang matapos yung araw dahil sa inis. Yung naluluhang klaseng inis.

Ngayon ko lang naramdaman at hindi ko alam kung gaano ka tagal ko mararamdaman pero naiinis ako sa high school, naiinis ako sa Chem, naiinis ako sa mga teacher na bigay ng bigay ng gawaing bahay at schedule ng schedule ng tests araw-araw. Eh hindi pa nga ito yung taluktok ng termino tapos ganito na ako?

Shet.

ack

2005-08-11T18:36:00.000-10:00

Binago ng adviser namin ang seat plan. Sa likod ako nilagay kaya napapadalas na ngayon ang pikit ko ng mata.
'Di ko na maalala kung kailan kong huling nakita ang araw. Nasan na kaya siya?
Prettiest Girl in the World =

sabi kong babawi ako kaya ito

2005-08-02T20:35:00.000-10:00

Grabe, ito na 'ata ang pinaka meaningful na layout na ginawa ko ever. Haha. Sa imagination ko kasi, itong-ito yung karma dahil sa ginawa niya. Haha, jusko.

Anyway, sabi kong babawi ako kaya ito.

SABADO.
Admit One- 'di nagpunta si Aie dahil... hindi ko alam. (haha) Ang saya kahit kalahati lang naabutan ko, at, bumibiyak ulo ko habang nakatayo ako sa bato-batong parking lot sa Guijo. Pumasok nalang ako nung huli na kasi nga doon lang naman nawala sakit ng ulo ko. Ang saya! Ang saya kasi pagkatapos ng Cambio mag play ng songs nila ay nagplay sila ng *drumroll* Eheads songs! So diba? San ka pa? Sa konti ng pictures na nakuha ko, nagnakaw na lang ako ng konti pa. Haha.

Hanggang ngayooooon! (Ueyyyyy!!!)

Kung bakit 'yan, di ko alam. Haha.

Last four pictures ay mga kuha ni Chelle :D

LINGGO.

Nag Los Baños kami dahil lang gusto namin mamasyal. Nag-ikot-ikot kami at naghanap ng milk. Wala lang. Tapos tumigil kami sa may gas station na may Stabucks at KFC at Kebab King at madami pang ibang stores tapos nag stay muna kami roon. (Pinakakanta namin siya pero ayaw niya)

Take me baaaaaaaaaaaaaaacckk to my hooooome!

Cute nung road. Hahaha!

KANINA.

Higit anim na oras akong naging isa sa mga anak ni Nanay Maria, o kapatid nina JenJen (...at mga kapatid niyang may mga pangalang nalimutan ko) Sa mga anim na oras na iyon, ang dami naming napagkwentohan at masayang masaya akong nagkaroon kami ng pagkakataon tulad nito.

Ang saya kasi nakapaghanda kami ng pagkain, nagkamay, nagkarga ng madaming madaming bata (na umabot na sa puntong 'di ko na naaalala yung mga pangalan nila kasi ang dami dami talaga) at nakapaglakad-lakad sa makikitid na daanan nila sa Gawad Kalinga tapos nakakasalubong mo yung mga kapitbahay at kaklase. Ang saya kasi hindi ako nagpaka-arte for once. Ang saya, 'pramis'.

'Di ako masyado nakakuha ng madaming litrato naming magkakaklase kasi inubos ko ang memory't battery ko sa B&W dramatic shots ng mga bata.

Nagaaway sila!

Ito favorite ko of aaaaall!

SA 19.

aie 975!

So ayun. Yan na yung pangbawi ko HAHA. May quizzes kami bukas at grabeng pagod ako.

Aie wag mo tanggalin status mo.

because i'm not ashamed and i love my throat

2005-07-30T17:46:00.000-10:00

Anyway... Admit One mamaya. Haha. Aalis na ako babay

reco

2005-07-27T18:56:00.000-10:00

Wag na siya paniwalaan kasi hindi nagbigay ng letter
Ayaw ko nang sumakay ng barko
Walang kampihan, simula ngayon
Masaya

I can explain. I had to sneeze!

o diba, ang saya saya

2005-07-26T18:15:00.000-10:00

Kaninang umaga nagising ako sa madilim-dilim na ilaw na galing sa bintana, yung klaseng kulay kapag wala pang ala sais ng umaga. Nagulat lang ako kasi gising na ako ng ganoong ka-aga (e alam ko namang alas tres ako natulog!) samantalang kapag ordinaryong araw naman (na tulog na ako ng alas dose) ay hindi ko manlang naaabutan yung ganun na kulay ng langit. Napatunayan ko lang ata ang hindi ko pagiging normal. Haha!

Walang pasok kahapon... mabuti nalang nga. Kagagaling ko lang sa nakabubugbog na pag akyat-baba sa Baguio at nagpapasalamat ako na hindi ko kinailangang magising ng maaga kahapon at nakabawi ako. Tinulog ko (ng halos diretso) ang ala una ng madaling araw hanggang alas singko ng hapon. Para na nga ata akong patay, pero 'di naman siguro. Haha, mantika lang. Ah, yung mahabang tulog ko, bukod pa nga pala sa gusto kong bumawi, sabi ko lang sa sarili ko matutulog ako ng matagal para makalabas ako sa gabi at pumuntang...

Mayrics! Hahahahahaha!

Oo na, madaya akong tao. At higit sa lahat, walang kwentang istudyante. Yehey! Hahahaha!

Akin ka nalaaang!

Magnanakaw si Beng hahaha

Wow now I can wash my face!

Superduperbonggangbongga!

awwwwww

2005-07-19T18:24:00.000-10:00

I'll miss you, Camyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

2005-07-15T06:17:00.000-10:00

It's weird to blog at 6am pero na-aanxiety na ako.

Nawawala Sun sim ko (this can't happeeeeen, the messages!!!)
Sinisingil na ako ng Globe ng 1, 589.56.
GRRRR nakakaanxiety pag nawawalan ng gamit.

putang inang intestinal flu ka and putanginang swimming after lunch tanginaaaa and putang inang mangkukulam witch!

2005-07-12T20:59:00.000-10:00

Big Pinoy/Blonde premiere tonight and I'm, what, sick? Geez. Having the soundtrack as background music isn't making me feel any better. What if I end up not being able to go??

It's 8:48 and I've got around eight or nine hours to sleep. I'm not very sure what effects sleep will have on intestinal flu (...or indigestion?) though. Let's hope I feel better later. (I can't believe I just skipped school and will actually be out tonight. Not my first time though)

Okay, so for the usual walang-magawa-dahil-hindi-pumasok crap/drama... Am I supposed to be feeling good about what she did (panira landian thing) because it ended everything or am I supposed to be feeling bad about it, because... ayun nga, it ended everything? Jesus Christ, that girl.

good grief!

2005-07-10T14:19:00.000-10:00

Stupid list of random crap (????)

I don't have big feet. (okay? haha!)
Swimming tomorrow. "immense pain" nga ba? Hahaha.
50% off, bakit na sa bahay pa kami?!
Where's Gretchen now?
Philippine time-Canada time ---> grrrr. Hahaha.
Yehey! for organized test papers
Two days till the premiere
Three more days till mom can say "I'm not working tomorrow"
...three more days we can hide her phone
We <3 TITA Len merchandise
Ferris wheel layout coming up, Aie!

You better not be bitching around, saying things about me now, 'ya hear? Hahahaha.

YAAAAAAK, bianca!

2005-07-08T19:18:00.000-10:00

Hahaha, lemme be kadiri for a while, will you!

Anyway... that wasn't there yet when I got home yesterday, I swear. I was sitting on this chair (with my legs crossed) and I swear I didn't have it yet. It was only when I took a bath and felt something sting-y that I noticed it. Hahaha. It looks so cool kaya ayan dinisplay ko pa. HAAHAAhahahaha!

logs logs

2005-07-04T20:30:00.000-10:00

him me

h: hate to say this to you. but i think na if there's something going on with them
h: then maybe you should just concentrate on... getting back at him
h: hahaha

h: and if he's mean ill be wtf are you doing messing with my friend?
h: then he'll be sorry sir please dont kill me

h: we'll find a way to make him realize he was an asshole
h: apparently he needs of help in that department
h: dont be messin with my fwend now
h: ya hear?
h: hahaha

h: toy kingdom to get shades for a 29yr old
h: that's so smart
h: you should really end up with this guy
m: so i was like, "are you sure they have shades??" tapos he was like yeah
h: yung pagpili ng shades sa toy kingdom is a sign of emotional stability
h: yeah shades for KIDS!
h: goggles. that's even better! go marry him na!
h: he is such a find

h: jesus god
h: and you really like this guy?
h: mabobobo ka lang
h: kung binili mo yun for me ipapasuot ko yun sa kanya the whole night and say "let's see how you go around tonight, freak!"

Kadiri ka!!!!!!!

pabugbog na to sa jologs fans!

sad sack time.

2005-07-04T17:57:00.000-10:00

Two of the things I've been thinking WAY too much about...

ONE
Nicole just left yesterday afternoon. I felt awful because, one, (duh) she was leaving and two, because I said I'd visit her in the morning before she left for the airport. I wasn't able to bring her gift to the despedida and I planned to drop it off then. I feel sooooooo bad. She was able to give me my gifts, and grabe, thanks so much Nicole. I love you. :D We all love you! *hug*

Thank you for the moon! :D And the turtle. :D

TWO
Encounter with the biggest asshole on earth. Sana mabunggo siya ng truck, tapos tumalsik sa ibang side ng road tapos masagasaan ng ten wheeler truck tapos maflat siya tapos liparin ng hangin pataas taas taas tapos sana matamaan ng plane tapos sana maputol na ulo niya tapos after nun, sana matanggal both legs niya, pati arms (para hindi na siya magaling sa iisang bagay na kaya niyang gawin ng magaling-- okey questionable pa pala yun kasi 'di ko alam kung talagang magaling siya) Tapooos, sana mahulog siya sa sobrang thorny na plants tapos matusok tusok siya. After niyang matusok at dumugo, kukunin ko siya tapos idadaan ko sa paper shredder. After niyang dumaan sa paper shredder, susunugin ko siya at pakakain ko sa 'SOF' yung matirang ashes. Tapos nun, pwede na uli siya makipaglandian.

Ahhhh... now I feel soooo much better!

we love you nicole!

2005-07-03T13:38:00.000-10:00

Another list

2005-06-27T21:32:00.000-10:00

Random-ness today.

Sometimes it feels good to be sablay (like when you accidentally type =(( () when what you really wanted to type was =)) () then it makes you feel like you actually said what you really felt right then)
Algebra lesson isn't hard at all.
"Hi! I'm Mikaea!"
Kilig pictures are so much fun
I don't want a hot drummer boy anymore.
Only got Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday (afternoon) left.
Can't wait 'til July 1, 8PM, at The Podium (front driveway) Radioactivesago Project, Sugarfree, Imago, Kapatid, Kjwan, Mayonnaise, Twisted Halo, Malaya, Pinwheel.

Haha whatever. Anyway....

I don't like him for you
is still in my head, Aie.

God, please don't make it end. :(

Hyehey

2005-06-25T13:44:00.000-10:00

This is how my Yahoo account just greeted me when I checked my mail today. 987. 987!

Okay, so I started opening some of them (SOME talaga ah) and then I saw this tapos natawa-tawa lang ako. Haha. (They were talking about the Sun Cellular commercial)

i beg to disagree na si ebe neither din si ely yun. mas maganda naman ang boses nila don noh. hindi ko naman sinasabi na pangit yung kumanta dun sa komersyal, iba lang talaga ang dating.

The thing is... si Ebe yun. Haha okay Labo-ness.

I'm still sick pero labas ako ng labas. Hooray for me!

SAGOT:
We transferred things from the room to Racks ---> buti nalang we're macho girls -> mas macho ako! hahahaha! ---> pero mas macho kami sayo all together. apat kami no.

I don't like him for you.I don't like him for you. -> sinabi nya yan? ako rin! i dont like him for you! hahahahaha! ---> gahd. hahaha.

kulet. uy change this comment box thingy ang lungkot eh black. bading ka na remember? ---> ayan, for you i made my comment box thingy gay too. ;;)

LABO LABO post

2005-06-24T13:01:00.000-10:00

click nalang for the bigger version

Saan ba ako mag-uumpisa? Siyempre if I'm going to be talking about my "Fete 2005 experience", I'm going to have to start from May 8. We had our first [ever] meeting nung May 8. We started working the next day. I spent every day (from May 8 all the way to June 6) in the office. Pero okay, who cares about the crappy My-Day-at-Work stories, diba?

I didn't go to school the day before the Fete because I wanted to help with whatever work they had to do in the office
Helped with unfinished IDs
I eventually ran out of stuff to take care of later in the afternoon
My mom and I left to offer eggs to Sta. Clara
We checked in the hotel
Headed back for the office to pick things up and went back to the hotel
Went to Megastrip (haha, di pala 'to kasali sa Fete work)
Stayed in the hotel na to sleep

Saturday naman started with us waking up really early. Everybody else went to have breakfast while I stayed behind to get ready na.

We transferred things from the room to Racks ---> buti nalang we're macho girls
I escaped na, met up with friends and went around (I'm sorryyyyyyyy! :(()
Sila Aie lost their car key
Sila Aie were freaking out because they lost their car key
We watched Ang Bandang Shirley so we could forget about the CAR KEY
Walked around...
...around
and around...
Met up with more friends (wooh haha! hi batchmates and brother's batchmate!!!)
Went to SM to look for shades pero wala (haha pwede ba yun?)
Walked around some more
Watched the opening with Trish
Got really dizzy and started hallucinating
We all went up to the room to "freshen up" (at ako, naligo haha)
Watched... Hale!!! (got separated too)
Stayed in Podium muna till we were complete again
Other friends left
Got left with Aie
Went around again
Sat in the street (?)
Sat in the hotel lobby
Missed Itchyworms
Went back to Racks and started sulking (haha)

Sorry ha, I really didn't know how I was 'gonna narrate... that. Haha.

I had fun. Kahit madaming jologs (orcs na ba? haha) okay lang ako. Kahit super pikon sa kanila yung people haha.

Anyway... yung pinaka pinagiisipan ko from that night on was I don't like him for you. Hahahaha.

I'm sick nga pala. Kaya ako blog ng blog. Wala akong magawa sa bahay HAHA!

Bus

2005-06-22T19:49:00.000-10:00

Pinaka ayaw kong car ride (pero araw araw kong kailangang ma-experience) ay ang trip pauwi sakay ang school bus. Pero kanina okey lang siya-- kinalimutan ko ng kalahating oras yung mga amoy pawis na batang nagsisigawan at nagtatawanan mula pa lang sa parking lot ng school hanggang sa gate ng kanikanilang bahay.

Kanina kasi, ang ganda nung sky. Parang ang ganda nung blue kasi sobrang linaw tapos yung clouds ang cool. Nung unang tingin ko, super white tapos super puffy nila tapos parang ang fine nung edges at kitang kita mo na parang gas siya na ewan. Tapos! may nakita akong kapiraso ng rainbow! Tapos! after kong tingnan ng super tagal yung (kapiraso ng) rainbow, may dumating na airplane tapos suuuper lapit lang siya doon sa (kapiraso ng) rainbow. Sa tingin ko mga three inches lang pero 'di naman siguro three inches lang. Anyway, dumaan yung airplane doon malapit sa (kapiraso ng) rainbow tapos doon sa puffy clouds. Nung wala na yung airplane, nag green na yung stop light tapos nag turn na kami.

Pag turn namin, mas marami pa akong nakitang clouds. Gray clouds, thin clouds, little clouds, puffier clouds, at iba iba pa talagang clouds. Grabe, talk about trying to entertain yourself, ano?

Aha. Saka nga pala... I forgot all about my post-Fete entry!

SHIIIIIT! Over a month's worth of work sobrang equal to one night lang pala. Next time na yung post.

Grrr!

2005-06-14T21:51:00.000-10:00

Grrr. School is soooo frustrating! I can't wait till Saturdaaaaaay!

YEAHOO!

2005-06-12T08:46:00.000-10:00

Fete de la Musique 2005! Saturday, June 18, 3pm to 4am at El Pueblo and The Podium, Ortigas Center, Pasig City!

Over a hundred forty groups perform in eight simultaneous concerts in a 13-hour celebration of community!

Main Stage (Parking across Chateau)

4:30- 4:50 Butong Pakwan
4:50-5:10 Salindiwa
5:10-5:30 Surfernando
5:30-6:00 Garlic
6:00-6:30 Nityalila
6:30-7:00 Hemp Republic
7:00-7:30 Sing India
7:30-8:00 Kadangyan

8:15-8:45 Pre-opening: Capoiera/Zips/ Pinikpikan
percs and gongs/K-honistas
8:45-9:00 Opening: Cynthia Alexander
9:30-10:15 Makiling Ensemble
10:15-11:00 Spy
11:00-11:30 JR. Kilat
11:30-12:00 Bayang Barrios
12:00-12:30 Loquy
12:30-1:00 Brass Munkeys
1:00-1:30 Reggae Mistress
1:30-2:00 Brownbeat All Stars
2:00-2:30 Indio I
2:30-3:15 Radioactive Sago Project
3:15-3:45 Pinikpikan

Rock Stage (Racks Parking)

3:30-3:45 Death by Tampon
3:45-4:00 Taggu nDios
4:00-4:15 Sique
4:15-4:30 Plane Divides the Sky
4:30-4:45 13 Needles
4:45-5:00 Severo
5:00-5:15 Silent Sanctuary
5:15-5:30 Hellbender
5:30-5:45 Rugis
5:45-6:00 Shards of Ice
6:00-6:15 Kinky Hooters
6:15-6:30 Join the Club
6:30-6:45 Happy Meals
6:45-7:00 Cog
7:00-7:15 Boy Elroy
7:15-7:30 Dicta License
7:30-7:45 Zoom Zoom Lunacy
7:45-8:00 Ciudad
9:00-9:20 Sandwich
9:20-9:40 Monkeyspank
9:40-10:00 Kwjan
10:00-10:20 Itchyworms
10:20-10:40 Cambio
10:40-10:50 Pinoy Blonde Segment
10:50-11:10 Imago
11:10-11:30 Kapatid
11:30-11:50 Twisted Halo
11:50-12:10 Brockas
12:10-12:30 Sugarfree
12:30-12:40 Sponsor
12:40-1:00 DRT
1:00-1:20 Boldstar
1:20-1:40 Typecast
1:40-1:50 Sponsor
1:50-2:10 Razorback
2:10-2:30 Chicosci
2:30-2:50 The Late Isabel
2:50-3:10 Monsterbot
3:10-3:30 Mayonnaise
3:30-3:50 Greyhounds
3:50-4:00 Closing- Greyhounds

Alternative Stage (Podium Driveway)

3:30-3:45 Cueshe
3:45-4:00 Ang Bandang Shirley
4:00-4:15 Splitcide
4:15-4:30 Paramita
4:30-4:45 Mush Carnival
4:45-5:00 Milk N Money
5:00-5:15 Mozzie
5:15-5:30 Nancy Drool
5:30-5:45 Pinoy Stories
5:45-6:00 Sino Sikat?
6:00-6:15 Rock Steady
6:15-6:30 Bobby Parks Movement
6:30-6:45 Kinetic Daze
6:45-7:00 Dirty Kitchen
7:00-7:15 Olympic Smoker
7:15-7:30 Sundownmuse
7:30-7:45 Dale Ibay
7:45-8:00 Hiraya
9:00-9:20 Mojofly
9:20-9:40 Sheila & the insects
9:40-10:00 Bridge
10:00-10:20 Rinka
10:20-10:40 Juan Pablo Dream
10:40-10:50 Fudge Segment
10:50-11:10 Hale
11:10-11:30 UpDharamaDown
11:30-11:50 Pedicab
11:50-12:10 Barbie's Cradle
12:10-12:20 Sponsor
12:20-12:40 Pinwheel
12:40-1:00 Stonefree
1:00-1:20 Narda
1:20-1:40 Kitchie Nadal
1:40-1:50 Sponsor
1:50-2:10 Moonstar88
2:10-2:30 Spongecola
2:30-2:50 KikoMachine
2:50-3:10 Session Road
3:10-3:30 Rivermaya*
(subject to availability)

Blues Stage (Sidebar)

9:00-9:30 Blue Jean Junkies
9:30-10:00 Huka
10:00-11:00 Bluesviminda
11:00-11:45 DC Aftershock
11:45-12:30 Naked Tongue
12:30-1:00 Taglay Silang
1:00-1:45 Mr. Crayon
1:45-2:15 Freeway Jam
2:15-2:50 Sammy Asuncion
3:00-3:45 The Jerks

Jazz Stage (San Mig Pub)

9:00-9:45 Bo Razon
9:45-10:15 Isha
10:15-10:45 Sound
10:45-11:15 Skarlet & Jazz Friends
11:15-11:45 Quail Quintet
11:45-12:30 Mother Earth
12:30-1:00 Wahijuara
1:00-1:45 Mishka Adams/ Blues Echoes
1:45-2:15 Subconcept
2:15-3:00 Jazz Volunteers
3:00-3:45 Johnny Alegre Affinity

Electronica (Pasto)

3:30-4:00 Makkina
4:00-4:40 Ixiz
4:40-5:20 Chox
5:20-6:00 Names are for Tombstones
6:00-6:40 Flipperbaby
6:40-7:20 Bagetsafonik
7:20-7:40 One Lone Clone
7:40-8:20 Daydream Cycle
9:00-9:40 Drip
9:40-10:20 Morse
10:20-11:00 Silverfilter
11:00-11:40 Wolfmann
11:40-12:20 Rubberinc
12:20-1:00 Neon8
1:00-1:40 Dayuhan
1:40-2:20 Trip M
2:20-3:00 Moon Fear Moon
3:00-3:40 Skies of Ember

Hiphop/R&B (Friends)

9:00-9:45 Out of Body Special
9:45-9:50 Host
9:50-10:00 Kaliph8
10:00-10:10 Ginn and Razor Ray
10:10-10:15 Audible
10:15-10:25 Gloc9
10:25-10:40 ButtaFlava
10:40-10:45 Host
10:45-11:00 Miscellaneous
11:00-11:20 Syke
11:20-11:40 Turbulence
11:40-11:45 Host
11:45-12:00 Swift
12:00-12:10 Jocelyn
12:10-12:30 Pikaso
12:30-12:45 Seven Shots
12:45-12:50 Host
12:50-1:10 SVC

Shet!

2005-06-10T19:44:00.000-10:00

CONVERSATION WITH MY FRIEND/CONSCIENCE

I hate school
I know
I don't wanna go to school
I know
Why do I have to go to school baaaa?
I don't know.

Okey shet I'm bored. I can't believe a whole week of fakingshetting school is over! I'm not very sure but I've got this feeling I won't be getting that feeling we (FG) had when the school year ended. Thank God for other lonely people!

So eight days nalang before the Fete. Excited na ako. Haha. Labo.

Ah tapos it's Christine's burday. Habbaburday! I don't know if you still read my blog pero habbaburday na din. Haha.

Okay... ano pa ba? Wala na. Haha.

FETE DE LA MUSIQUE 2005 wahooo

2005-06-06T17:13:00.000-10:00

Okay, there were a few changes. :D

Fete de la Musique 2005! Saturday, June 18, 3pm to 4am at El Pueblo and The Podium Ortigas Center, Pasig City!

Over a hundred forty groups perform in eight simultaneous concerts in a 13-hour celebration of community!

MAIN (World/Reggae/Ska)
Parking lot in between Chateau and former Tequila Joe's

Bayang Barrios
Brownbeat All Stars
Brass Munkeys
Butong Pakwan
Cynthia Alexander
Hemp Republic
Indio I
Jr Kilat
Kadangyan
Loquy
Makiling Ensemble
Nityalila
Pinikpikan
Sing India
Radioactive Sago Project
Reggae Mistress
SPY

+++

LA BATTERIE

Pinikpikan Percussionists
K-Honistas
Butong Pakwan
Capoeira Artists
Zips

+++

BLUES
Sidebar

Bluesviminda
DC After Shock
Huka
Freeway Jam
Mr. Crayon
Naked Tongue
Sammy Asuncion
Taglay Sinag
The Jerks

+++

ALTERNATIVE
Podium driveway

Ang Bandang Shirley
Barbie's Cradle
Bobby Parks Movement
Bridge
The Brockas
Dale Ibay
Dirty Kitchen
Hale
Hiraya
Juan Pablo Dream
Kitchie Nadal
Milk N Money
Mojofly
Moonstar 88
Mozzie
Mush Carnival
Olympic Smoker
Nancy Drool
Narda
Nityalila
Pedicab
Pinwheel
Paramita
Pinoy Stories
Rinka
Rock Steady
Session Road
Shiela and the Insects
Sino Sikat?
Splitcide
Spongecola
Stonefree
Sundownmuse
The Late Isabel
UpDharmaDown

+++

JAZZ
San Mig

Bo Razon
Isha
Jazz Volunteers
Johnny Alegre Affinity
Mishka Adams and the Blue Echoes
Mother Earth
Quail Quintent
Skarlet & Jazz Friends
Sound
Subconcept
Wahijuara

+++

ROCK
Parking lot across Rack's

13 Needles
Boldstar
Boy Elroy
Cambio
Chicosci
Ciudad
Cog
Death by Tampon
Dicta License
DRT
Greyhoundz
Happy Meals
Hellbender
Imago
Itchyworms
Join the Club
Kapatid
Kinetic Daze
Kinky Hooters
Kjwan
Mayonnaise
Monkeyspank
Plane Divides the Sky
Razorback
Rugis
Sandwich
Severo
Shards of Ice
Silent Sanctuary
Sique
Sugarfree
Taggu nDios
Twisted Halo
Typecast
Zoom Zoom Lunacy

+++

LIVE ELECTRONICA
Pasto

Bagetsafonik
Chox
Daydream Cycle
Dayuhan
Drip
Flipperbaby
Ixiz
Makkina
Moon Fear Moon
Morse
Names are for Tombstones
Neon8
One Lone Clone
Rubber Inc
Silverfilter
Trip M
Wolfmann

+++

HIPHOP
Friends

7 Shots
Sun Valley Crew
Syke
Pikaso
Rocky Rock
Jocelyn
I LL-J
Dice & K9
Art & Soul

I LOVE YOU FETE

2005-06-05T17:18:00.000-10:00

Today happens to be my last day of "freedom". I don't like how it feels.

Yesterday, on the other hand, was fun. (Sabi nga nila, last blast ko na yon) Good thing they talked me into coming along, even if it took so long for me to say yes.

I'm gonna miss the office. :( I'm gonna miss laughing and singing. Haha.

I want to be a fasyon.

FETE NAAAA!!!

2005-06-02T21:17:00.000-10:00

The line up (na pinaghirapan for one month!!) without electronica and hiphop pa. Haha. JUNE 18 sa EL PUEBLO ah!

MAIN (World/Reggae/Ska)
Bayang Barrios
Brownbeat All Stars
Brass Munkeys
Butong Pakwan
Cynthia Alexander
Hemp Republic
Indio I
Kadangyan
Loquy
Makiling Ensemble
Nityalila
Pinikpikan
Sing India
Radioactive Sago Project
Reggae Mistress
SPY

LA BATTERIE
Pinikpikan Percussionists
K-Honistas
Butong Pakwan
Capoeira Artists
Zips

BLUES
Bluesviminda
DC After Shock
Huka
Freeway Jam
Mr. Crayon
Naked Tongue
Sammy Asuncion
Taglay Sinag
The Jerks

ALTERNATIVE
Ang Bandang Shirley
Barbie's Cradle
Bobby Parks Movement
Bridge
The Brockas
Dale Ibay
Dirty Kitchen
Hale
Hiraya
Juan Pablo Dream
Kitchie Nadal
Milk N Money
Mojofly
Moonstar 88
Mozzie
Mush Carnival
Olympic Smoker
Nancy Drool
Narda
Nityalila
Pedicab
Pinwheel
Paramita
Pinoy Stories
Rinka
Rock Steady
Session Road
Severo
Shiela and the Insects
Splitcide
Spongecola
Stonefree
Sundownmuse
The Late Isabel
UpDharmaDown
Rivermaya
Zarah Smith

JAZZ
Bo Razon
Isha
Jazz Volunteers
Johnny Alegre Affinity
Mishka Adams and the Blue Echoes
Mother Earth
Quail Quintent
Skarlet & Jazz Friends
Sound
Subconcept
Wahijuara

ROCK
13 Needles
Boldstar
Boy Elroy
Cambio
Chicosci
Ciudad
Cog
Death by Tampon
Dicta License
DRT
Greyhoundz
Happy Meals
Hellbender
Imago
Itchyworms
Join the Club
Kapatid
Kinetic Daze
Kinky Hooters
Kjwan
Mayonnaise
Monkeyspank
Nuncy Spungen
Plane Divides the Sky
Razorback
Rugis
Sandwich
Shards of Ice
Silent Sanctuary
Sique
Sugarfree
Taggu nDios
Twisted Halo
Typecast
Urbandub
Zoom Zoom Lunacy

=((:((

2005-05-31T21:31:00.000-10:00

2005-05-30T23:02:00.000-10:00

oh yeah habba burday ebeeeee hahaha

YEHEY

2005-05-30T00:15:00.000-10:00

Ang fun! *LINK*

Shiyet

2005-05-27T20:31:00.000-10:00

Geez. After, what, three weeks of having "Thank God I'm still alive", I get this awful cold with a very sore throat? Lucky me. Sino ba naman kasi yung pumuntang Mayrics na may sakit eh?! Damn you.

Anyway. Fete updates. We're nearly done with Artists (something we usually work on in March) and we've started, like... six IDs. Harhar.

It feels so good to be working; I don't ever 'wanna go back to school again!!!

Huh???

2005-05-23T01:50:00.000-10:00

The very blurry pictures from last night.

Sobrang blurry naman so I didn't post the big versions anymore. Haha.

Habbyburday mom! >:D<

2005-05-21T00:38:00.000-10:00

Okay, today (Yeah it's past 12am na pero today pa rin) was soooo fun! I was harassed at first, because the whole surprise party thing wasn't really definate yet. So yun. But of course, there were the things that made the day great. :D Let me see...

Lots of people came to sign LOEs-- we're on a roll! Haha
We were able to plan the whole surprise (Supplies!!) party
And... we were able to get my mom to come, even if that meant having to ruin the whole SURPRISE thing. Haarhaar.
We had Brooklyn-- yey
We had drinks (yes haha) but I got really dizzy... too dizzy.
My mom said that what we prepared was better than going to a resto
Plus... this...

Awww... Now I really want a kuya/I really want him to be my kuya.

No...

2005-05-20T00:39:00.000-10:00

Grabe ang internet sa office namin. Weird! So diba, that means no YM, no blogging, no... basta madaming hindi magawa. Haha. Minsan ang sad ng feeling pero sanay na din ako.

Anyway... birthday ng mommy ko. Happy birthday-- as if mababasa niya ito. Haha.

Yehey

2005-05-18T23:59:00.000-10:00

1. java man? hahahaah

Hinde, yung 30-peso Alliance Francaise meal for employees.

2. bukas pa ako manonood. wow naunahan mo pa akong manood ng sine EH ANG BUSY BUSY MO! hahaha

Ang ganda. Kanina naman, La Visa Loca pinanood ko. Grabe ang sarap ng feeling mag rest.

3. kelan ba burthdey ni tita? naalala ko nung naguusap sila ni ebe na magkalapit burthday nila. hahaha.

May 20. Si Ebe 30.

4. sino si kuya toot?

Ang new kuya haha

5. diba ano? uhh never mind hahaha

Haha ano? Gwapo? =))

6. eww fudgee bars. hahaha

Sarap kaya!

7. oo cool tawa kami ng tawa

Tawa ng tawa?? Nung unang nagddrive ate ko, hindi ako makahinga. Kunwari calm pero sa totoo lang *dug-dug* ang heart ko.

8. kasi magnnap. huh

Ganon haha

bat ganyan ang close nyo na ng kuya ko gano katagal ba sha sa office niyo? hahaha balita ko nakicharge pa raw sha ng fone! hahaha. grabe.

Onga nakicharge siya haha pero hindi ko charger yun. Siguro mga isang oras siya dun. Kawawa naman eh. Mainit sa labas noh.

Anyway... ang cool ng La Visa Loca. Siyempre diba, two days straight ako nakapag premiere. Hawhawhaw. (Grrr. Kulit ng hawhawhaw haha!)

KAHAPON...

2005-05-18T10:01:00.000-10:00

Ang sarap ng lunch namin hahaha!
Nanood kaming Star Wars, thanks to Vin's 'tickets'. Yehey haha
May naisip kaming burtdey surprise para sa mom ko
May naisip naman ang mom kong surprise para kay Kuya *toot* kasi burtdey din niya
Nakakahiya kasi pumasok si Boy Elroy guy, eh wala akong kasama sa loob ng room tapos sobrang sleepy ako so I looked weird pulling my eyes para 'di makatulog tapos biglang sumilip siya! Horay!
Naka dalawang Fudgee Bars ako in the span of 15 minutes.
I heard the news-- Nagddrive na si Joey!!! "Ang fun!", as your Kuya Owel says. Hahaha!
At oo nga. How can you say goodnight in the day? Hawhawhaw!

Yesterday...

2005-05-17T08:39:00.000-10:00

I'm up at 8:39 and I'm ready to go WOHOO

I noticed that the dark spots under my eyes have indeed gotten a million times darker-- pero okay lang, para 'di ko na kailangan mag eye liner hahahaha
...was my day, yehey! I was able to have eight (8) LOEs signed. Yeahooo!
I have a new friend and I'm not scared of him anymore (wahaha)
I have new crushes too (Haha)

May internet na sa office!

Yey blog Yey blog

2005-05-15T18:41:00.000-10:00

Ang tagal ko nang hinihintay na magawa 'to pero, una, wala akong oras, at pangalawa, wala kaming internet sa office. At least wala pa. Pero ayos na din-- 'di ko naman napapansin na ang tagal ko na palang hindi nakaka YM at blog kasi marami na rin naman akong ibang nagagawa.

Anyway... kahapon ng umaga, tumawag yung parang guy na in charge sa team namin dito sa village sportsfest thing. Kinukuha uli kami ng ate ko para magswimming, tulad nung last year. Pero... bakit naman last minute diba? Today yung swimming thing so siyempre no time to practice haha. (Last year nga may 2-week training thingy pa kami, with diving teacher pa kasi sablay lahat ng dive namin at nung time na yun, hindi ako ganun ka-tamad at ka-pagod) So yun, kanina pumunta kami dun without even knowing kung sino yung magiging team mates namin (unlike last year uli, kasi last year kami ng ate ko yung kumuha ng people) tapos yun. Sobrang kinakabahan ako kasi siguro yung huling swim ko ay yung sportsfest last year. Pagod ako at hindi ko pa ma-feel ang ground kahit super kanina pa yung competition. Haha. Hilo-hilo ako. Pero anyway, nanalo kami! YEHEY! Bwahahaha.

Yay!

2005-05-13T09:41:00.000-10:00

I now: wake up at 8:00, get ready (that takes about an hour), fix things that're supposed to be brought, leave the house a bit before 10:00, get to the office before 11:00. We start doing whatever there is to do, and then go out for lunch at around 12:00-12:30. Lunch usually takes up one hour of our time. We get back to the office and continue doing whatever it was we left. At around 8:00, my mom comes to check on the stuff, and the other people go home, leaving me with mom-- we usually stay another three or four hours. We get home and jump into bed, which is usually at 2am, or.. 3.

WOOHOO WAY TO GO BIANCA!

Searching for THE PRINTER

2005-05-09T13:20:00.000-10:00

Okay, I just got back from SM. YES. SM! So weird! Haha. I haven't been to that SM in YEARS. Hahaha! We were looking for a printer for the office tapos all the other stores didn't have the one we needed. So yun. Haha. Anyway. Ang init.

Blank? Haha.

2005-05-08T00:58:00.000-10:00

I had to stare at the blank white box for minutes - thinking - before I could actually write this sentence. How redundant.

I just got home from Makati-- we [finally] met to talk about the Fete. We've got about forty days to prepare and all. I didn't think the job would be that serious because after the five years we've been into this, I was never really given real work to do. But then again, in spite of it being a REAL job and all, I'm sure it'll be much fun. I just think of it this way: a month of hard work will make the 18th of June the best ever.

:x

2005-05-06T19:40:00.000-10:00

Ang cute tingnan. Hahaha!

Messages?

2005-05-06T19:09:00.000-10:00

Cutest ones ever:

dear mrs bianca,

i herd that tis is one way to reach mr. stewey. pls tell him to accept my friend. i dont know what it is called. basta pls tell him to open his account and accept me!
thank you!

sincerley yors
mrs. samantha

+++

dear mrs samantha,

i am sorry if stewey has been forgetting to check his account. i will make sure he approves your
request as soon as possible.

mrs bianca

+++

dear mrs bianca,

thank you for your kind konsideration! i am hopping to have tea with you SOON!!

sincerli yors
samantha

+++

mrs samantha

i'd love to have tea with you. :)

mrs bianca

Hayyy... Sam talaga! Haha! I get a Friendster message from her with "mr. stewey" as its subject. Hahaha! Kala ko kung ano!

Uh-oh

2005-05-06T17:48:00.000-10:00

Ito na nga yung kinakatakutan ko. Na-eemo na ako. Haha

May naalala pa ako. Nung Saturday last week, papunta kaming Amoranto kasi Summer Slam. Kasama ko mom ko tapos yung driver eh medyo ibang route ang dinaanan so yung area na dinaanan namin ay hindi na ganun ka-tino tingnan. Sa isang stop light, naka tigil kami tapos siyempre pag long trips sa bintana ako tumitingin lagi. May nakita ako sa may right side ko na parang taong grasa na siguro nasa mid-30s niya. Nakaupo siya dun sa parang side ng bangketa. Sa pagtigil pa lang namin, napatingin na agad ako, hanggang sa nag green na yung stop light. Pinanood ko siya. Parang ang saya niya tingnan kasi parang may pinapalo siyang beat sa hita niya, -inaalternate yung sides ng kamay niya- medyo naka-smile na ewan. Pero pag matagal mong panoorin, hindi na nakakatuwa. Eh yung mom ko naman, sinabi pa talaga, "Look o. Sometimes they really go crazy. Dahil sa kahirapan." Pag sabi niya nun biglang nagrush lahat ng sadness at sobrang tagal nung silence. Yung parang maluha-luha na ako pero hindi naman talaga naiiyak. Basta. Sobrang uneasy at intense nung moment na yon. Tuwing naaalala ko yung time na yon, nasasad ako. Naiimagine ko pa yung guy. Wala lang. Music ko pa ngayon Kung Wala Ka. *sniff*

Okey, para hindi naman sobrang sad, magmomove-in na kami sa office sa Saturday. Fete-Fete-an naaaaa!!

HAPPY DAY :)) / i love champ :x

2005-05-06T14:23:00.000-10:00

In a way, yesterday was one of the best days of my life. (Aie/Nicole- of our lives ba dapat?) Siyempre, iba na talaga ang 15-year old kababawan. Who wouldn't jump at the thought of front row seats diba? Haha! (Kahit hindi ako sanay na umuupo habang nanonood ng banda-- first time kong umupo! Haha!) You feel like you're soooo near-- well maybe that's because you really are near. Haha. Anyway... We were all late but Nicole and I were lucky to have caught the last two songs of Hale... while Aie was still stuck in traffic. So yun... Thanks to Nicole's mom, we had front row seats and the parang stage manager (or whatever) was told to take us into the back stage after every set. (Siyempre, 'di rin ako sanay dun kasi usually after na kami nagiging crazed fans) We had pics with the three bands even if I only wanted my picture taken with two. (Hemmm. Hahahaha.) After the whole 'show', we ended up being brought back to the backstage by one of Nicole's mom's alalays or whatever. We hung out there for a looong time and ended up having more pictures and autographs. Haha! Lookie! (We three had our phones signed. Crazed fans na nga talaga!) And I changed my wallpaper. (Thanks to the picture I found here) Ang saya! Hahaha. I'm funny. Hahahaha.

Hayyy.... so that was our happy day. Haha. Tomorrow nalang yung pictures.

champ :x

2005-05-05T23:53:00.000-10:00

I love Hale.
I love Champ!

Hehehehe!

GRABE MEHN I HATE PINOY BLONDE

2005-05-05T02:34:00.000-10:00

I tseynged my layout! Hahaha! Refresh niyo many many many many times kasi nag-iiba yung image. Hahaha! Gagawa pa ako pero later na. My back hurts na nga eh. Hahaha. Hyper :))

Haha

2005-05-04T16:31:00.000-10:00

Was that last, last post me??? :))

Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
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Ngahahaha!

2005-05-04T13:12:00.000-10:00

Hahahahahaha!

2005-05-04T02:06:00.000-10:00

Yung music ko ay Fade Away. Haha.

Gumagawa ako ng bagong layout para sa blog na 'to. (Heh-heh, I plan to turn it into another Pinoy/Blonde-looking thing. Bwahahaha! I do not think the site is enough! Lol.)

Anyway... wala lang talaga akong magawa ngayon kaya nag blog ako. Haha! Nasira kasi ng *toot* yung araw ko eh. Haha. No, I won't let that get to me. :)) Shit, 2:01 AM hyperness!

Okey, Unang Araw na. Haha! I'm sooo bored. Please don't tell me to sleep yet! Wag mo akong sisihin! :))

Psshhhh... Ptoing!

Dahil ditooooooooooo!!!

"nasan na si bianca?"

2005-05-03T19:41:00.000-10:00

"sabi ni bianca picturan ko kayo"

Kulit nung Sandwich Ely Buendia thing ah.

2005-05-03T10:56:00.000-10:00

Your Colorful Life in the OPM Industry by mireille_akiko
You are..
You are a member of..	Sandwich
Your alternate band is..	Sandwich
Your bestfriend is..	Ira Cruz
Your boyfriend is..	Ely Buendia
But unfortunately..	you didn't find that special something in your relationship.
So you'll marry..	Ely Buendia
The number of children you'll have:	3
You'll name your first child..	Atari Kim
And you'll form a band together called..	Dear Society

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VOTE!!! :D

2005-05-03T00:56:00.000-10:00

VOTE NIYO SUGARFREE!!! BILIS! Haha.

Awit Awards

Yey =))

2005-05-02T10:12:00.000-10:00

Grabe! May naaa! Haha!

Anyway.. Haha. I'm not so putanginang depressed anymore. He-he. :) Firstly because I haven't been spending so much time at home anymore. (Sige lang ah, labas pa tayo!! Haha.) And also because I now know that what i thought-the thing that was bothering me for days and causing me to stay awake at night- isn't true. Yipee. :) Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!

Basta ah? Labas tayo! Hahahaha.

GRRRRRRRRR

2005-04-30T12:58:00.000-10:00

I'm so putanginang depressed.

BAD DAY?

2005-04-29T17:07:00.000-10:00

I've been having a hard time writing lately. Notice how I've been posting pictures, short entries, and putting everything I have to say in lists.

I'm worried, I really am (Nicole, alam mo na 'to) because the 'signs' are beginning to show
This house is, again, starting to depress me
Constantine's out-- shiiit!!

YAY!!

2005-04-28T19:45:00.000-10:00

Thank you, Nicole, for being so kind and taking me out today. I feel so much better now. :)

Great. We were able to watch Guess Who, eat Hurricones, walk around and play Counter-strike. Mmm-hmmm... you read right. Lol. We migh be going out again tomorrow. Yay!

What is this I'm feeling right now?

2005-04-28T12:32:00.000-10:00

Masaya akong kinaawaan ako ni Nicole. Pupunta kaming Town. Yehey.
Sad pa din ako na wala na si Anwar.
Naiinis ako dahil dalawa na ang kalaban ko sa computer ngayon (dad ko at kapatid ko)
Natutuwa ako dito at dito! Sobrang fun!
Excited ako para sa Tuesday-- bibisitahin ko si Aie! :)) :))

Gusto ko manood nung Sandara movie. Haha! Talaga!

Really.

2005-04-27T14:45:00.000-10:00

I've never felt so bad for myself in my entire life.

Gwapo ng turtle ko! =))

2005-04-26T14:04:00.000-10:00

Gwapo ng turtle ko!

Grrr

2005-04-25T12:56:00.000-10:00

Had my hair cut yesterday and I hate what it looks like now.

I want both my hair and my money back.

Summer job!!

2005-04-24T23:42:00.000-10:00

I wouldn't want to be a mailman. If I were a mailman, your mail would always come in late. You'd never get anything on time because I'd be lazy and all. I'd probably lose my job in days. I don't think I'd wanna be a tricycle driver either. First of all, my sense of direction -what sense of direction?- sucks. Second, I'd probably forget I was driving for other people, and go to places I like instead. I think about myself a lot, haha. I also wouldn't want to be a security guard-- I'd surely doze while on duty. Hayyy, why is it so hard to find a job ba? Haha.

Okay, that was very, very, very weird. I know! (Parang dream sequence na ewan!) I was rethinking all my summer plans and figured none of them seem possible anymore. (Ehem, Fete?) What I did was think of jobs I could get besides those the restos offer during summer. Mailman? Nah. Tricycle driver? Er. Guard? Nope. Tiga-trapik nalang kaya?

Ang sad. Haha. I've only got one month of vacation left and I haven't even done anything yet It's soooo sad! "...I need some kind of star to bring me somewhere far" talaga! All I have is this blog and this blog is proof that I haven't done anything. Tingnan mo naman yung mga sinusulat ko. Haha! I need your pity!!! :))

I'm not drunk. I'm just bored and sleepless.

From the DISPOSABLE CAMERA

2005-04-23T11:50:00.000-10:00

Haha. FIIIIIIIILM!

Sira ang araw kooo

2005-04-22T21:00:00.000-10:00

Haha. Sorry Aie.

bianca: kadiri man
bianca: ayoko na siya maging friend
bianca: wahahahaha
her: anong kadiri
her: sino
bianca: SIYA
her: oops
her: ahaha akala ko si
her: wats wrong with him
bianca: basta
her: ( stupid ques)
bianca: nangdidiri na akoooooooooooooo
bianca: errrrrrrrrrr
bianca: onga stupid question
bianca: hahaha

"wats wrong with him"??????
Pagkatapos mo akong ibrainwash babawiin mo? HAHAHA!

Anyway... Nasira araw ko! Pupunta dapat akong Festi pero NO TRANSPO, NO FRIEND(s)! () Hahaha!

Naglilinis ako ng aking kwartooo

2005-04-22T13:03:00.000-10:00

Yesterday

got up at 8am
got ready quick
waited for Aie
waited for mom to finish dressing up
left house around 10:30
got to the Unitel around 11:30
watched Kwarto shoot
left Unitel for Greenbelt a bit before 6pm
had 'dinner'
looked for a disposable camera
met up with sister
went back to Unitel to watch shoot

I'm sorry. I'm so blank that I couldn't think of any way to narrate.

We took pictures but they're still being developed. (Eeek. Didn't think I'd ever say that since digital cameras) Don't know if I'll be posting any yet-- I have NO idea what they'll turn out to look like. They may look like shit for all I know.

*sob* Stupid digi cam.

Alaala ng lumuluhang kahapon, dahan-dahan ko na ri'ng kinakahon. Natagpuan ko na ang tunay na ligaya... lumabas ako ng kwarto't naroon siyaaaaaaa! -- Wooh. LSS na 'to!

Three days of....

2005-04-20T18:48:00.000-10:00

Monday morning (April 18)
*Watches dad and brother pack things into car, they're hoping to leave for the beach in five minutes*
Me, to my sister: Are they 'gonna be back na kaya in time for the Kwarto shoot?
My sister: Ask...
*Asks*
Me: Oooooh! Sama ako!!

Hahaha. I packed and got ready in less than twenty minutes.

The trip to Batangas was around two hours long-- no stopovers. I was stuck in a car with three guys-- namely 'my dad', 'my brother' and 'my brother's friend'. Now I know I never wanna be stuck in a car with (just) guys for more than an hour. They burp, they fart and they say things that make no sense at all.

So okay... I was stuck with them for two nights and three days but I've got to admit it wasn't so bad. I had fun picking on my brother and his friend-- you know... the usual brother-sister thing but in this case, there was another kid to make bara. Haha.

We spent most of our time swimming, so I'm quite burned. Haha. (I'd post the pics but unfortunately there's something really wrong with my camera. I was trying to take my dad's picture... it flashed but then when I tried closing the lens, it wouldn't go back in. Right now, it's completely DEAD. I tried plugging it to transfer the pictures but it still won't work... So... oh well.. Haha.. Next time nalang.)

The trip home was... I don't know how to describe it. All I can say is they burp, they fart and they say things that make no sense at all.

After three days, nag ring ang telepono ni Shirley =))

2005-04-17T14:12:00.000-10:00

Ang cool. I have two songs stuck in my head!!!
www.pinoyblonde.com > THE EVIDENCE > Soundtrack > Action! Action!

Someone please bring me to Ruins!! Take me back to that store! That store! That store! Haha. That store where I spent 600something bucks for 15 CDs (with one free, so 16)! Take me back to that stooooore! Waha.

Oh yeah. I did take pictures last night, but I did leave the camera at home too. Haha. I used my mom's phone so everyone looks like shit in the pics. Haha. So, yeah... nevermind.

Haha.

2005-04-17T04:39:00.000-10:00

Good morning world. I just got home. :D

Rarrr. Hahaha. Saya ng Admit One pag kasama Sandwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiich! Hahaha.

:S

2005-04-15T14:19:00.000-10:00

Oh no. It's raining. I'm scared. :S

:S

2005-04-14T17:12:00.000-10:00

Is it actually possible to prepare for it? Being a prediction and all, should we even take it seriously? I don't know... It's just quite freaky.

Twelve minutes past five. My heart, still beating the way it was when Aie and I were talking about the 5pm thing.

Need. SOC.

2005-04-14T14:12:00.000-10:00

Darn it. We were supposed to SOC. Ah well... Miss ko na sila.

I'm replaying Nicole's party in my head right now. Things (that happened that day) I know I won't forget (chronologically):

Southvale guards
Gretchen!
Having four girls and four guitars in one room (four guitars, of which two were electric and amplified-- quite loud)
Swimming ahead of the guests (haha)
Nicole's gigantic dog
Sneaking into the clubhouse pool
The box of pizza that only lasted ten minutes
You-Know-Who with the You-Know-What
This equation: Nicole + Cruiser + RH = "Nicole, Nicole, Nicole! Everyone keeps saying my name! Nicole, Nicole, Nicole!"
Nicole + Cruiser + RH + Emperador + Gin = PUKE
Jed. Haha.
Partying without the owner of the house (Nicole)
My favorite: Oh my!

You know what's sad? In less than three months, seven will become six. *sniff*

PS Have you gotten any emails on the earthquake that's supposedly going to hit Manila and QC? I'm scared. :S

YES!!!

2005-04-13T12:05:00.000-10:00

Prayers answered.

She's doing iiiiiiiiiitttttttttttt!!!

pout

2005-04-12T14:55:00.000-10:00

My turtle has been asleep all morning. I poke him every twenty minutes... just to 'check'.

I was bored so I answered this. Haha.

1) How many CD's do you own?
*goes to count*

2) Have you ever had a song written about
you?
Ahaha =))

3) What song makes you cry?
Broken Sonnet! hahahaha

4) What song makes you happy?
Julie Andrews' My Favorite Things

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
Sleepy Songs ;;)

6) Using song titles, spell out your name:

B - Brackish (Kittie)
I - I'm With Stupid (Static-X)
A - Asan Na? (Twisted Halo)
N - Not Afraid (Earshot)
C - Cold and Ugly (Tool)
A - Alkohol (Eraserheads)

7) How many CD clubs do you belong to?
Walang CD club yung ruins store eh. Haha!

8) What is the most embarassing song in your CD?
I don't have any embarassing songs in my CDs. Sa Ipod meron. Haha. Wag na Wag Mong Sasabihin.

9) Do you still listen to it?
*guilty face* Oh my! Hahaha. Just kidding. Nah.

10) What CD did you buy because you only like one song and begin to like the whole CD?
Beck. Haha.

11) What CD did you buy that was a total waste of money?
None that I remember.

12) How old were you when you first started getting into music?
Ooooh, I do not remember.

13) Can you play an instrument?
Yep. Guitar, bass, drums and *drumroll* THE RECORDER! Haha.

14) What song(s) do you always get stuck in your head?
Pilgrim's Theme. Haha.

15) What song can you just not stand?
Ashlee Simpson songs.

16) What group should be banned from the music scene?
Ashlee Simpson, along with her fake band. Haha.

17) Whose music do you listen to that no one else seems to like?
Rammstein? Ahaha.

18) What got you hooked on your all-time favorite group?
Please don't ask me that.

19) When was the last time you bought a cassette?
Hmmmm...

20) Rock/Pop:
Rock.

21) Rap/R&B:
R&B.

22) Guitar/Piano:
Guitar.

23) Video/Audio:
Audio.

24) CD/Cassette:
Cassette para tigas.

25) Sing Along/Listen:
Listen na lang.

26) Acoustic/Electric:
Electric.

27) Do you ever buy CDs for the cover & the curiosity of the design on the CD itself?
Nope.

28) Do you focus more on the beat or the lyrics?
Lyrics.

29) Do you listen to music you can relate to or just whatever sounds good?
Depends.

30) Do curses in music bother you?
Not at all.

Re. the Fete, I'm still praying that they'll be able to settle things. :(

WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH =((

2005-04-11T22:59:00.000-10:00

Okay, now I am sulking. Bye, Fete. Good bye forever.

Booooring

2005-04-11T14:17:00.000-10:00

Happiness! Haha. I miss plastic balloon. I miss the really stinky, icky stuff in the tube. I miss blowing the balloons up and making those poppey noises. I miss the awful, migraine-causing smell! Hahaha the picture makes me look crazy. Hahaha. Labo, grabe.

It was Allison's birthday last Thursday and we -Allison, Becca, Chesca, Christine, Nicole, Sam and I- were supposed to have lunch today. Nicole and I were already in Town when sila Chesca texted us that the lunch thing was going to be on some other day instead. Grabe, we felt soooo stupid. Hahaha. We had nothing to do pa. I was going to have my ears pierced again (since most of the holes closed over the school year) and Nicole got inggit. Haha. We were thinking of having the upper part pierced, but then we found the thought of having holes in your cartilage really scary. Hahaha. So yeah, I ended up with those. (points at the picture) Five na. Haha. Grabe wala talaga akong magawa sa buhay. Hahaha. Not long after that, Nicole and I decided to eat nalang since we were both starving. We had KFC and then Wrap 'n Roll (wahaha, treeepol tsokoleyyt!) That really made our day. Hahaha.

"IDEAL" HAIR???

2005-04-11T01:09:00.000-10:00

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Crap you. That does not look like my "ideal" hair! THIS is what I call my "ideal" hair...

Doesn't that show you that I never brush my hair in the morning? Haha.

Sad. Haha.

2005-04-11T00:23:00.000-10:00

I want one of these furballs!

Hahaha.

Did nothing today. I, or we got up quite late again. (although I know that it doesn't really matter what time you get up on Sundays) We had [really] late lunch and thought of going back to sleep an hour later. How sad. Lol.

Here's a list of what I thought I'd be able to do a lot this summer:

Get up at 6am to swim
(get home) Watch TV
YM :D
Design
Bass lessons
Drum lessons (again. Haha.)
SOC
Go to more gigs than usual
Paint
Read (and at least finish two books a week, for crying out loud)

Here's a list of what I am doing:

Getting up at 1 PM
Having late lunch (or no lunch at all)
Getting to watch a little TV
YM :D
Bass lessons

Oh, boy! Five out of ten. Not as bad, but still quite pathetic. Haha. I guess I was being too pushy when I thought of former 10. Man, this is so sad. Haha!

I have nothing to write about. Haha. I hate it when this happens: being in the mood to write but then having nothing to write about at the same time. Geez.

garrr.. hahaha..

2005-04-09T23:44:00.000-10:00

I just realized how squishy this layout looks. It looks like I stuffed 142, 654, 653, 183, 523, 845, 985, 764, 241, 102 words in a small box, so it's like... tight. Haha. Oh well.

Today was a rather weird day. Why?

We -mom, sister, I- got home at 3:30 AM
We -mom & I- slept at 6:30 AM
I first stood up at 12:32 PM but went back to sleep after two minutes
I finally got up (for real) at around 1:45 PM
I didn't feel the hours pass

Okay. Labo. But weird pa rin. Our maid comes and says, "Biang, 'di pa ba kayo kakain?" and I give her a "Huh?" face, as if trying to say, "Kakain? Dinner? Ngayon?" then it hits me. Crap! It's 9:30 PM! Haha. I could've sworn I was only awake for like three hours. At least that was how it felt.

Oh, oh... I was Ipod-ing a while ago and I decided to shuffle the songs and something cool/strange happened. (Before I narrate-- I have exactly 1,900 songs stored, okay. Statistics! Haha.) So yeah, I set it to 'shuffle' and then play a song. After that song, it plays the Eraserheads' Shirley. After Shirley, it plays Honky-toinks Granny which is also by the Eraserheads. After Honky-toinks Granny it plays Tindahan ni Aling Nena, also by the Eraserheads. Weird and cool! Maybe the Ipod likes Eheads? Haha. Weird na rin 'coz they're all from Ultraelectromagneticpop!. Hahahaha! Ang coooool!! Wala lang. I just wanted to share. Hahaha.

Show band for the night. ;) Hahahahaha.

2005-04-09T16:09:00.000-10:00

Pictures from last night. :) Okey na yan. Tamad na ako magpost ng madami. Haha.

'Coz all things have a place =)

2005-04-08T17:35:00.000-10:00

Tired of weaving dreams too loose for me to wear
Tired of watching clouds repeat their dance on air
Tired of getting tied to doing what's required
Is life a mere routine in the greater scheme of things?

Through with going through, one more day what's new?
Does my life still mean a thing in the greater scheme of things?

I think I'll follow the voice that calls within
Dance to the silent song it sings
I hope to find my place
So my life will fall in place
I know in time I'll find my place
In the greater scheme of things

Each must go his way but how can I decide,
Which path I should take, who will be my guide?
I need some kind of star to lead me somewhere far
To find a higher dream in the greater scheme of things

The road before me bends, I don't know what I'll find
Will I meet a friend or ghosts I've left behind?
Should I even be surprised that You're with me in disguise
For it's Your hand that I have seen in the greater scheme of things

I think I'll follow the voice that calls within
Dance to the silent song it sings
I hope to find my place
So my life will fall in place
I know in time I'll find my place

For Yours is the voice in my deepest dreams
You are the heart, the very heart of the greater scheme of things

Why don't we follow the voice that calls within?
Dance to the silent song it sings
I hope to find my place
So my life will fall in place
I know in time I'll find my place

I was listening to our Hangad CDs and remembered something when I heard this. I remembered last year's reco. They asked us to do the same-- to mark all the lines that struck us most.

URGH. BORIIING!

2005-04-07T16:28:00.000-10:00

Boring?

Can't wait 'til tomorrow. Haha. 19 East. Hahaha.
I've been singing Eheads songs all day. Don't know why.
I've surfed the Pinoy/Blonde site at least seven times today.
I am still in need of new friends. Haha!
Can't wait 'til Fete work time!!

Ang site na panalo

2005-04-06T22:33:00.000-10:00

Ang site na panalo:

www.pinoyblonde.com

SOC! Please!!

2005-04-06T13:33:00.000-10:00

I [so badly] want to upload my new layout but I'm afraid it'll make you think I'm sulking or whatever. You might think I'm way depressed-- which I am not. (I am just bored out of my head. Haha.) And besides, I love seeing these people's faces. I've been missing 'em a lot. In fact... I've been missing all our canteen kalokohans. I miss the ketchup. I miss the really sucky fries. I miss sharing tapa. I miss Pizza Hut. I miss the ice we throw at each other (lol). And oh, I miss being late for the classes after breaks. (What would we-Chesca, Christine, Allison, Sam, Becca, Nicole, and I- be without tardiness, eh? Ahaha.) I haven't seen them since Nicole's party (and some since Freshmen Night) I can't wait 'til our next SOC.

The only friend I've seen this summer is Cess-- I bumped into her the other day, Monday. We caught ourselves hugging in the middle of the food court. Haha! I've just got to go out with all of you again. Haha.

Kid problems

2005-04-06T11:53:00.000-10:00

I had a [really] bad dream last night-- summer was over and I almost thought it was real.

Home isn't as depressing as it was two weeks ago but just the same, I've been making it a point to find ways to get myself out of here. My brother and I fight over the computer every other hour so I told myself I'd rather just find some other ways to occupy myself to avoid having to deal with the kid.

Whenever I'm left with nothing to do, I usually just stare at this autographed (it's got plenty) Muziklaban poster or I stand in front of two fans and watch the blades go round and round and round and round. Lol. Man, I can't wait till Fete work time. Haha.

Happy day?

2005-04-03T12:08:00.000-10:00

I was out [almost] all day yesterday. I got up quite early because my brother's friend was dropped here by his mom-- my brother was treating his friends to lunch because it was his birthday last Thursday. Back to being out all day-- we left the house to go to Town at around 10:30,and deposited the boys at one of those netwrork gaming places.

My mom and I decided to go around the mall, 1.) because we had two hours to spare, and 2.) because we haven't really been checking Town out anymore (haha). We ended up having early lunch, as I ended up having my ears pierced again (some holes closed over the school year since teachers would ALWAYS ask me to remove the earrings). After walking, walking, walking, we decided to go feed the boys (haha).

I remembered my thirteenth birthday. I tried to remember how everyone but everyone poured hot sauce into their iced tea... how the girls would force the guys to drink the spicy tea. Well, just like at my birthday, my brother and his friends mixed coke, Kikoman and iced tea with rice. (Yes, rice) I, of course, had to join in. Haha! I felt like a kid but I didn't care.

After lunch, we again left them to play whatever it is they play-- Ragnarok, I guess. My mom and I went around again. I bought new strings and had my nails cleaned (arte. ahaha.) After-after na, we picked my brother and his friend up and went home.

I was actually supposed to be stuck at home again after that. My mom was going to a wake and I begged if I could come along. So yeah, I ended up going out again. Haha. My sister and I met a lot of her high school classmates. I tried to imagine all the crazy stories my mom would tell us... her crazy high school days stories, and yeah, they sure seemed like the sira-sira girls in her kwentos.

We had an 11pm dinner, which we very much enjoyed. (Iba talaga pag girls night out, diba?) We got home a bit before 1am. We didn't go to bed right away... at least I didn't. (No, I didn't stay up thinking) I was just glad I didn't have to spend all day here at home.

PS The Pope just died. Some prayers for him would be wonderful.

Nooooooo!

2005-03-31T23:25:00.000-10:00

I swore I'd keep this blog clear of this kind of crap, but what the heck. Just this once?

I've kind of developed some sort of blog phobia. I know how it started, of course. I've been so careful about what to read since then-- there're times when I'd rather not read anything at all. Right now, I'm avoiding everything that will remind me of you-know-what and you-know-who. I've got a slight problem though. Everything in this house happens to replay times, happy times, which I know now are of the past. Crappy, eh?

Boy, have I got to get out of this house! I've never felt this down since... okay, I've never felt this down.

Someone spare me from this pool of grief. Take me out, will you? I can't wait 'til we start on working on the Fete. I know my mom's been having second thoughts about organizing it this year but she seems to be excited again. I'm praying we start right away.

HAHA

2005-03-31T15:04:00.000-10:00

I almost forgot. It's my brother's birthday. Hahahaha.

Yay!

2005-03-31T14:17:00.000-10:00

Pictures from last night's Wednesday Nights. =)

Aie is my Seoulmate

2005-03-30T12:36:00.000-10:00

I am supposed to be depressed right now (after discovering what I did yesterday plus being all alone in a hotel right now because my mom, who's supposed to be with me, is at work) but I guess I forgot all about his new *******. Haha. I hope I'm not speaking too soon. Anyway... I've found a cure to depression and I think that cure is Aie, my Seoulmate.

her: ahahahaha ))))))
her: daming )
her: tawang tawa
her: ahahaha
me: alam mo ba
me: ganyan rin ako
me: pag sobrang natawa ako
me: napaparami ng )))))))
her: aww
her: soalmate!
her: watta spelling
me: tapos yung pag press ko, hindi yung naka hold down..
her: isa isa ))))))
me: yung tipong isa isa, feel na feel bawat pindot
me: hahaha oo!!
me: ))))))
her: oo ngaaaaaa
her: ahahaha
her: ang cute
me: seoulmate nalang
her: pwede
me: para in tayo sa korean-ness
her: ahahaha
her: saka kunwari ang iisipin nila nag seoul tayo together
her: hahhaha
me: hahaha

Hayyy... thank God for friends.

2005-03-29T18:11:00.000-10:00

I am depressed.

INIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!!

2005-03-29T15:09:00.000-10:00

It's. So. Fucking. Hot!

Haha

2005-03-28T12:02:00.000-10:00

I'm home with the kid brother again today. I'm hogging the computer, watching Family Guy. Hahahahahahaha.

Holy Week?

2005-03-27T12:58:00.000-10:00

My mom, my sister and I were watching those Holy Week specials on ABS-CBN the other night and I'm glad they decided to show movies instead of those films about saints-- not that I have anything against films on saints' lives.

Holy Week, to me, felt much different from how it used to be when I was younger. Not to mention not being able to finish 9 churches for visita iglesia. (Yes, Holy Thursday's visita iglesia-- that one day you skip everything you do at home, get to compare kneelers, but above all, it's that day you get to visit several churches and dig up new things to talk to God about at each one) This year's Holy Week, for some reason, involved much less sacrifice for me and that's something I will have to make up for.

Darn it!

2005-03-25T07:18:00.000-10:00

It's 1:18 am and I do not feel a bit sleepy.

It's back!

[2:07 edit]
Still can't believe that Natalie got him! Urgh.

Oh my!

2005-03-24T14:26:00.000-10:00

"Oh my! Tomatoes are 399 a pound! That's so high!"

He's. A. Fam'ly. Guuuuuuy!

2005-03-23T20:06:00.000-10:00

I was left to rot at home today. Mom left, sister left, dad left so I was stuck with the annoyingly gross kid brother (who happens to try to puke food out after every meal now-- I mentioned that because it'd stress the word gross, by the way) without any money or transpo. Mom took the laptop so we were fighting over the computer all day.

I got pissed at him watching me chat so I transfered to another room to watch TV. I happened to come across the weird-est shows/movies ever. The last I watched was some movie called The Slums of Beverly Hills. The weird-est thing about it? Boobs. Hope you catch it sometime.

I've still got a Bored Day Hangover. All I did today was sing...

It seems today
That all you see
Is violence in movies and sex on TV
But where are those good old fashion values...
On which we used to rely?
Lucky there's a family guy
Lucky there's a man who positively can do
All the things that make us...
Laugh and cry!
HE'S. A. FAM'LY. GUUUUYYYY!

fyythysf

wag na kasing kumampi para sa iba

with you too

bitch

sige na nga

yipee

9:24 PM

w+

pu*anginangdrama!!

ack

sabi kong babawi ako kaya ito

because i'm not ashamed and i love my throat

reco

o diba, ang saya saya

awwwwww

putang inang intestinal flu ka and putanginang swimming after lunch tanginaaaa and putang inang mangkukulam witch!

good grief!

YAAAAAAK, bianca!

logs logs

sad sack time.

we love you nicole!

Another list

Hyehey

LABO LABO post

Bus

Grrr!

YEAHOO!

Shet!

FETE DE LA MUSIQUE 2005 wahooo

I LOVE YOU FETE

FETE NAAAA!!!

=((:((

YEHEY

Shiyet

Huh???

Habbyburday mom! >:D<

No...

Yehey

KAHAPON...

Yesterday...

Yey blog Yey blog

Yay!

Searching for THE PRINTER

Blank? Haha.

:x

Messages?

Uh-oh

HAPPY DAY :)) / i love champ :x

champ :x

GRABE MEHN I HATE PINOY BLONDE

Haha

Ngahahaha!

Hahahahahaha!

"nasan na si bianca?"

Kulit nung Sandwich Ely Buendia thing ah.

VOTE!!! :D

Yey =))

GRRRRRRRRR

BAD DAY?

YAY!!

What is this I'm feeling right now?

Really.

Gwapo ng turtle ko! =))

Grrr

Summer job!!

From the DISPOSABLE CAMERA

Sira ang araw kooo

Naglilinis ako ng aking kwartooo

Three days of....

After three days, nag ring ang telepono ni Shirley =))

Haha.

:S

:S

Need. SOC.

YES!!!

*pout*

WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH =((

Booooring

"IDEAL" HAIR???

Your Ideal Hairstyle: Light Edges

pout